Friday, February 16, 2007

That's Hot..

Ooo..

I saw him this morning. Havn't seen him for awhile now. I've almost forgot how hot he was. Someone as cute as him should not be allowed to smile. I felt myself smiling back like some idiotic school girl.

hehehe... he's so cute... SLURP!!! :P~~

Friday, February 9, 2007

Beauty in Ignorance

I started my 1st blog with friendster. I’ve never blogged before, so I wrote freely and without any inhibitions. As the time goes by, I moved to a new working environment and began to meet new people. I would never forget the day when a colleague of mine told me that he liked reading my blog. I was still pretty new to the company so this came as a pleasant surprise to me. I asked him which entry did he read and he replied that he had read all of them.

While I was blogging on friendster blog I got to know more bloggers like me, mainly from other countries, but I never imagined that people just next to me may have read my thoughts. I felt like I was suddenly thrown into the spotlight. Feels kindda weird but fun at the same time.

My happiness slowly turned to worry as I realized that more people were reading my blog. In fact there were even rumors that our boss is on friendster. I’ve migrated to blogger.com later as it gives me more flexibility, but I lost my nerve. I’ve became wary of what I post. Wary of people’s reaction and feelings, people I see and interact with everyday.

Hmm... I will still continue to “pen” down my thoughts, but with more care. I’m contemplating of starting another anonymous blog, but we’ll see. I doubt that I’ll have much time managing two blogs. You know me, lazy bugger.

Wednesday, February 7, 2007

Reality Bites

Just wanna drop a quick blog before getting back to my endless pile of work.

Good opportunity to blog since there's no one around and I'm too freaking depressed to start work. I'm mesmerised as I gazed outside through the glass doors. The trees and bushes are swaying in the warm wind. Their leaves reflecting a thousand shades of brilliant green. Someone pushes the door open to leave, and I hear the sound of crikets squeaking happily in the warm afternoon sun. How envious!

Well, sounds wierd to be envious of a bug.

What I meant was that I wish I could be somewhere nice and warm too, like on the beach. Lying on the beach, feeling the soft and warm sand on my back and between my toes. My radio would be beside me, playing my favourite hits as I feel the sun browning my skin. Ooh I'm thirsty. Let me take a sip of my ice cold drink. Ahhh... Think it's time to flip onto my other side to have a nice and even tan...

Reality is, I'm sitting in a freezing room, working my butt off on a weekday. Same tomorrow and tomorrow. Staring at the computer screen until my eyes hurt. Talking to people till my head feels like it's gonna explode. Sigh... reality sucks man...
Just wanna drop a quick blog before getting back to my endless pile of work.

Good opportunity to blog since there's no one around and I'm too freaking depressed to start work. I'm mesmerised as I gazed outside through the glass doors. The trees and bushes are swaying in the warm wind. Their leaves reflecting a thousand shades of brilliant green. Someone pushes the door open to leave, and I hear the sound of crikets squeaking happily in the warm afternoon sun. How envious!

Well, sounds wierd to be envious of a bug.

What I meant was that I wish I could be somewhere nice and warm too, like on the beach. Lying on the beach, feeling the soft and warm sand on my back and between my toes. My radio would be beside me, playing my favourite hits as I feel the sun browning my skin. Ooh I'm thirsty. Let me take a sip of my ice cold drink. Ahhh... Think it's time to flip onto my other side to have a nice and even tan...

Reality is, I'm sitting in a freezing room, working my butt off on a weekday. Same tomorrow and tomorrow. Staring at the computer screen until my eyes hurt. Talking to people till my head feels like it's gonna explode. Sigh... reality sucks man...